What I really meant to say in the last one

What I wanted to write about was feeling you have no time ever, not to relax, not to rest, or to recalibrate or feel safe-

If you are a girl nobody wants at a time (or if you’re being pimped even as you honestly search for a job and get blackballed after you suffer sexual harassment multiple places) that certainly compounds things-

I felt that way being that rejected girl unwanted as it were and then I was rushed all along without safety or a place of my own or my health.